MeRi DiArY....!!

Khud ke Bnaye Rishto Mai, Uljhati Ja rhi hu...!! Ek tujhe paane ki Zid mai, Khud ko khoti ja rhi hu....!! Tere Un Bejaan se खतो mai, Tere alfaaz aaj bhi zinda hai mere pass, Par khud mai jaan hote huye bhi, Bejaan si hoti ja rhi hu mai, Ek tujhe paane ki Zid mai, Khud ko khoti ja rhi hu....!! Ghar mai bikhari cheeze pasand nahi hai mujhe, Isliye unhe samtane ki chaah mai, Khud ko bikherte ja rahi hu, Ek tujhe paane ki Zid mai, Khud ko khoti ja rhi hu....!! Mai to wo chiraag thi, Jise barish tak ka koi khouf na tha, Par ab to hawa ke halke se jhoke se, Dari ja rhi hu, Ek tujhe paane ki Zid mai, Khud ko khoti ja rhi hu....!! Pehle to har choti choti baat par , Aansoo baha diya karti thi, Par ab to apne aansoo ko, Apni hasi se chupaye ja rhi hu,  Ek tujhe paane ki Zid mai, Khud ko khoti ja rhi hu....!! Khud ke banaye rishto mai, Uljhati ja rahi hu, Ek tujhe paane ki Zid mai, Khud ko khoti ja rhi hu....!! Zindagi ke har mod par sath nibhaane ka wad...

Hum Door Ho rahe hai, Ye Tum Bhi Jante Ho, Aur Mai Bhi...!! Lekin Ye Doori Mitane Ki Koshish, Na To Tum Kar Rhe Ho, Aur Na Hi Mai, Baate To Ab Bhi Karte Hai Hum, Magar Un Baato Mai, Pyaar Na To Tum Talaash Rahe ho, Aur Na Hi Mai, Hum Door Ho Rhe Hai, Shayad 😑 Yaad Hai tumhe  Tum mujhse kehte the ki  Jis din mujhse baat nahi hoti, To Din Pura nahi hota, Aur ab har shaam akele, Adhuri guzar jaya karti hai, Ki jo ek Daraar si aa gyi hai, Hmare darmiyaan, Uska ehsaas shayad tumhe bhi hai, Aur mujhe bhi hai, Lekin use bharne ki koshish, Na to tum kar rhe ho, Or na hi mai, Hum Door Ho Rhe hai..!! Shayad, Phoolo si wo komal chuan, Ab kaanto mai badlane lagi hai, Ab uski chubhan ka ehsaas, Tumhe bhi hai or mujhe bhi hai, Lekin ek baar fir se pyaar ke wahi phool chunne ki koshish, Na to tum kar rhe ho, Or na hi mai, Haan hum door ho rhe hai, Shayad.....!!! Ya phir door ho chuke hai, Shayad .....!! @Ziddi Kuri Soniya